If Only..!!

O you crystal moon,
so meek and calm.
You entice me away,
with your mysterious charm.

I, a mortal piece, here
see the chained creepers of lands.
Pardon me, but with soggy eyes..
I did envy you,
the tranquility, the bliss
you are bestowed with.!!

Yes I envied you,until,
this evening,
When
I realized a different You...

Seeing you all the time,
Now I do ponder
So repressed and solitary
such a lone treader.!!

Lo you shiny mass
sometime, to me, do descend
For I wanna hear you
Now you don't be reticent

A wrong tack that I was in,
I wish to know you more.
Unfolding your subtle half,
which, till now, you
have kept in store.!!

O thou,
Be kind and spend,
a brief sojourn.
I can't just wait,
till another morn.!!

Bleed-ed and alone
you bear the bane.
I want to share
a part of your pain.!!

If only,
You consider me that worth..



Some Significance

O mountain tide, so silver
Do fall upon me and punish !
Lo extending tide, too clear,
Do break upon me and rip
Me; for I, stolid piece, am
full of sad retrospection,
dead trepidation !!

O enlarging mass of crystal,
Do ebb upon me and baptize;
for I just wanna be free
of the ordeal; I just want
clanking chains of sins
tied to me, to shatter.

Please, ascending silver crystal,
do descend upon me and rupture
so that I shine,
the next time you stumble
on me- I twinkle, being
particle, and be a
part of you;
be of some significance...!!!

Zikra Kiya Hai...

Yeh zikr badi nazuk si hai,
Badlon mein chipte suraj ki hai |
Kuch aisi kashmakash hai, maano toh keh doon-
Woh dil par dastak bhi dete hain,
aur aahat milne ka intezaar bhi nahi karte ||

Yeh zikr nadi ke hath ki nahi,
Leher ki bebasi aur tadap ki hai |
Kuch aisa bandh gayee hoon main-
Woh jaan bhi jhidakte hain,
aur raah bhi nahi tak te ||

Yeh zikr taaron ke khudi-roshni ki nahi,
Sooraj ke badaulat chanda ki chandani ki hai |
Har wafa dikhayee de, yeh kaise kehoon-
Woh saath bhi nibhate hain,
aur nazar bhi nahi aate ||

Yeh zikr parwane ke jalan ki nahi,
Uss lau ki pighalti jyoti ki hai |
Itna sada dildar mila hai-
Woh ishq bhi karte hain,
aur bayan bhi nahi karte ||

Saanson ke saath Zindagi chahiye..

Kaun janta hai insaan kab tanha ho jaye,
Kab kaun kiska sabse apna ho jaye..
Hum toh yuhin sabke dard lete rahenge,
Kya pata yahi karz kuchchh kaam aa jaye ||

Kaun jane zindagi kiske gulaam ho jaye,
Rab hi jaane kab maut ka farmaan aa jaye..
Hum toh yuhin geet gate rahenge,
Kya pata yahi dhun kasika raag ban jaye ||

Haar woh jo jeet ki buniyaad ho,
Bol woh jismein logon ke jazbaat hon..
Jeena marna toh sansar ki sachchhai hai,
Par sansein woh jo duniya mein misaal ho ||

Zindadili wahan nahi hoti,
Jinke kitabon mein naam aaein..
Khaas toh woh jeevan bhi hote hain,
Jo apnon ke naam mit jaaein ||

Najaane kyun...

Najaane kyun,
Parr tum mujhe harr jagah dikhti ho...

Tum mujhe kabhi chand ki chandani mein dikhti ho,
toh kabhi suraj ki roshni mein.
Tum mujhe raat ki khamoshi mein milti ho,
toh kabhi din ke halchal mein..

Tum mere sangeet ki harr dhun mein basi ho,
toh kabhi, tum ej-ek shringar mein saji ho.
Tum meri kavita ki gehrai ho,
toh kabhi kisi pavitra shaadi ki shehnai ho..

Tum bansuri ki aawaz mein gungunati milti ho,
toh kabhi, nanhi si chidiya samaan chahakti milti ho.
Tum meri perchai tale aanchal mein khelti ho,
toh kabhi,meri palkon par baithi najaane kya sochti ho..

Duniya se door jab main kahin kho jaati hoon,
to tum mujhe pal pal yeh ehsaas dilati ho-
ki tum aur koi nahi, mera hi ek swatantra roop ho

Jo harr bandhan se mukt hai,
Jo ek paawan kiran hai..
Khilkhilati chandani hai,
Masti mein choor masoom nazneen hai..||

Kuch naa bolun...

Pal-pal mann mein yeh khayal aata hai,
Kabhi-kabhi zahan mein yeh sawal uthta hai..
Tum kaun ho, kahan se aaye ho,
Tum meri tamannon mein yun kyun chae ho?!

Tumhare muskaan se phir jeene ka mann karta hai,
Tumhari baaton se kuchh karne ka mann karta hai.
Yeh ehsaas kya aur kyun hai, main nahi jaanti,
Meri iss anubhuti ko yeh duniya nahi maanti..

Naa yeh mann ki lagan hai, naa saath ka vaada..
Naa dard ka rishta hai, naa usse kuch zyada..
Tere saaye se hi prerne mil jaati hai, teri jhalak se ek maksad,
Tere naam se hi khushi mil jaati hai, harr ghadi harr waqt...

Aaj Bhi..

Yeh sachh hai mere sapne yahan, manzil ka mashaal yahan hai.
Uunchhaion ko chuna hai, apna wajood dhoondhana hai kahan hai.
Main badh rahi hoon, kuch kar rahi hoon,
Khula aasman mila hai, udaan bhar rahi hoon...

Parr, tu yaad aata hai mere bachpann ka saaya bankar,
Tu mujhe satata hai meri jawani ka kaya bankar..
Dil tujhe pukarta hai jab badon ki duaein milti hain,
Mere hothon par hansi aa jati hai, jab
gudde-gudiyon ki shaadi hoti hai...

Tu maa bankar mere samne khada hota hai,
jab roti ka niwala gale se utarta hai,
To kabhi beti jaisi meri aankhein band kar jata hai,
jab koi babul dulhan ko alvida kehta hai..

Teri ungli phir pakadne ki ichchha hoti hai,
jab koi bachchhi baap ke kandhe par baithi nazar aati hai.
Tu mujhe roshni mein lipti nazar aati hai,
jab yahan dusshehhra, diwali, eid manaye jati hai...

Subah ke dodd ke baad jab tham jati hain saasein,
bas yuhin tera dhyaan aajata hai aksar..
Tere seene se lipatne ki ichchha hoti hai,
Parr tera ehsaas hi karr jata hai asar....:)